Post by ~Panzerschurke~ on Dec 6, 2016 7:10:36 GMT
Carbide's ears twitched as if listening to faint sounds, but in reality only the sounds of the peaceful breezes swirled in Carbide's ears, and perhaps the odd ruffle of feathers above her head somewhere far off. Those things aside, it wasnt really a reaction to what she heard, but what she felt. Sometimes being a crude empath lead her to try and understand feelings and sensations off others by manifesting a physical reaction, even if it was just a phantom.
What she was reacting to was her two friends here, it seemed like each of them felt like they were mentally processing something, something a bit uncomfortable, or perhaps simply significant. The sense came in the form of emotions... or rather the sensation of emotions, rather than anything close to being able to 'read their thoughts'.. it was up to the heavy scout to think and figure out from what she new about a creature or person that could be eliciting those feelings.
But it wasnt supposed to be a time for figuring out others, she was here to work on herself much like how her companions were doing. Her mind floated listlessly for a moment then it slid back to the past, about 1000 standard ears ago. She was remembering her climactic argument with Mr. O , watching the ship take off, then some moments later this creeping sensation cutting through her frustration when she had looked up to see the energy shot from the Hand Ship's Index Cannon burn a path to the ground and impact right by her feet.. She skipped over the... sensation of using her lesser known ability to survive that.. and the sensations that go with it, and moved on to how she felt so scared when she re formed, thinking that the Diamond Authority had it out for her, leaving her feeling so torn between having to look out for herself for what would turn out to be 1000 years, versus still feeling compelled to continue her work and protect the fringe worlds of the empire in a rather 'under the table manner'.
It had all turned out to be a colossal mistake, and yet it ended up bringing her here today, with these gems, as the gem she was now.. similar but very different from the gem she was back then. She notices the "Hmm .." from Octy. Although she didn't think about whether or not she was wearing a bit of an upset expression or not either.
What she was reacting to was her two friends here, it seemed like each of them felt like they were mentally processing something, something a bit uncomfortable, or perhaps simply significant. The sense came in the form of emotions... or rather the sensation of emotions, rather than anything close to being able to 'read their thoughts'.. it was up to the heavy scout to think and figure out from what she new about a creature or person that could be eliciting those feelings.
But it wasnt supposed to be a time for figuring out others, she was here to work on herself much like how her companions were doing. Her mind floated listlessly for a moment then it slid back to the past, about 1000 standard ears ago. She was remembering her climactic argument with Mr. O , watching the ship take off, then some moments later this creeping sensation cutting through her frustration when she had looked up to see the energy shot from the Hand Ship's Index Cannon burn a path to the ground and impact right by her feet.. She skipped over the... sensation of using her lesser known ability to survive that.. and the sensations that go with it, and moved on to how she felt so scared when she re formed, thinking that the Diamond Authority had it out for her, leaving her feeling so torn between having to look out for herself for what would turn out to be 1000 years, versus still feeling compelled to continue her work and protect the fringe worlds of the empire in a rather 'under the table manner'.
It had all turned out to be a colossal mistake, and yet it ended up bringing her here today, with these gems, as the gem she was now.. similar but very different from the gem she was back then. She notices the "Hmm .." from Octy. Although she didn't think about whether or not she was wearing a bit of an upset expression or not either.