Post by Pink Sapphire on Aug 20, 2017 20:26:44 GMT
Pink turned away as she thought of what this gem had explained to her, not what your made for or good at, but what you feel like doing?
...What if you wanted to serve your diamond?
This thought became extremely troublesome, as Pink felt a connection to helping people, specifically, her diamond, should she reach her. If she could get there, she would be everything she wanted to be, and everything she wanted to do.
But, at the same time, was that what she wanted? Or, was she supposed to want something else? Feel, something else?
What if her feelings had been lies to her this whole time!? What if she wanted what Starlite had? No allegiance to any faction, free to do as you please?
Aaa, what was she supposed to want!?
She snapped out of her thoughts as Starlite responded to her questions.
It felt like she was being torn apart as she tried to listen, everything this gem said kept degrading the diamonds, setting them as killers, murderers. The authority she respected was being thrown into the dirt, everything she thought was good of the diamonds, was burning. The ashes swept over her as realization of the diamond's crimes were horrible, irresponsible.
But, part of her held on to her loyalty to them, a hope that all of these were lies, that every thing this gem had told her, was a lie.
As Starlite finished, her eye narrowed at the fusion with slight pain from the headache that this gem had given her.
What truth was there in his statements? Was he secretly a liar, here to confuse her?
All of her remorse for this gem vanished, and at her feet, sparks of fire were beginning to appear.
"If this is all true, then why in the cosmos would you land on a planet currently being attacked by the very diamonds whom apparently destroyed both your base, and killed so many!?" She asked, slightly upset.
"Wouldn't it be better to flee to the farthest star system, far, far away from the diamonds grasp!?" Pink was more then slightly upset, this gem was hurting her head, with nonsense that made sense in a messed up way.
If anything, she was having a headache, and wanted some clarity to this pain inducing headache.
Though, how would one clarify to a sapphire, the very being of clarity and reason?
...Was she defective for being so confused?
...What if you wanted to serve your diamond?
This thought became extremely troublesome, as Pink felt a connection to helping people, specifically, her diamond, should she reach her. If she could get there, she would be everything she wanted to be, and everything she wanted to do.
But, at the same time, was that what she wanted? Or, was she supposed to want something else? Feel, something else?
What if her feelings had been lies to her this whole time!? What if she wanted what Starlite had? No allegiance to any faction, free to do as you please?
Aaa, what was she supposed to want!?
She snapped out of her thoughts as Starlite responded to her questions.
It felt like she was being torn apart as she tried to listen, everything this gem said kept degrading the diamonds, setting them as killers, murderers. The authority she respected was being thrown into the dirt, everything she thought was good of the diamonds, was burning. The ashes swept over her as realization of the diamond's crimes were horrible, irresponsible.
But, part of her held on to her loyalty to them, a hope that all of these were lies, that every thing this gem had told her, was a lie.
As Starlite finished, her eye narrowed at the fusion with slight pain from the headache that this gem had given her.
What truth was there in his statements? Was he secretly a liar, here to confuse her?
All of her remorse for this gem vanished, and at her feet, sparks of fire were beginning to appear.
"If this is all true, then why in the cosmos would you land on a planet currently being attacked by the very diamonds whom apparently destroyed both your base, and killed so many!?" She asked, slightly upset.
"Wouldn't it be better to flee to the farthest star system, far, far away from the diamonds grasp!?" Pink was more then slightly upset, this gem was hurting her head, with nonsense that made sense in a messed up way.
If anything, she was having a headache, and wanted some clarity to this pain inducing headache.
Though, how would one clarify to a sapphire, the very being of clarity and reason?
...Was she defective for being so confused?